| There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that's thrown at them. We aren't made that way. In fact, we're made to get mad, upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. We aren't supposed to be able to handle everything. But that's what makes us stronger in the end. By learning from the things that hurt us most. I'm going to give us one more chance. I'm going to hope and pray, have faith and keep trusting. I know i'm being silly, but i hope this silliness is worth it. Because i love u, i gave u the power to break me. But pls dont abuse this power... Pls dont break my heart again... When niko came back, u left. Pls take some time to heal, and come back to me in the end. Everyone has those people you know? The ones who are there for them through it all. Through every single up and down of your life. They are always right there, riding the coaster with you, squeezing your hand tight on all the biggest, scariest hills telling you, “You’ll be okay, you’ll make it through, you can do this.” You know that they will never hop off the coaster at a stopping point to find an easier ride; they will stick with you because they want to. You trust these people immensely and they trust you too. These people, they complete you, they bring the biggest smile to your face and make your life worth living. You know that they will always be there for you, no matter what, twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, and all three hundred sixty-five days of the year. You spend each day trying to think of some way, any way, to repay them, to help them understand what they have done for you, but always come up short. You simply tell them thank you, hoping that will be enough, but apologizing when you realize it isn’t. They, though, find it enough for you to be happy and knowing that your coaster has slowed down for now. And as your coaster slowly picks up the pace once again, you know these people are still there, ready to support you and squeeze your hand when you, once more, find yourself riding it out on those hills. And even if, over time, you find yourself apart from these people, you are never truly apart, maybe by the standard definition, but truly you aren’t. Near or far, far or near, these are the people that will always love you and they’ll never leave you. ---i believe u will find ur way back to me after ur broken heart heals. I'm sorry i had to hurt u. It’s okay. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something more. It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt, and it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay. That’s just how it works. Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to, and most of the time, it seems like they never will. But eventually, everything is going to iron out some way or another. You just have to believe, keep your faith, and move on. You gradually get over the pain. It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with. One morning you wake up and i'm not the first thing on your mind. And then a few months down the line, you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of me. Sometimes it takes months, sometimes, years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about me occassionally. You manage to do this because you don’t see me, you don’t hear about me, you try not to think about me. Pls heal quickly... You said this to me this afternoon. "When it seems like there’s no one left to run to in this world, you can come to me. I’ll be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams. I can’t promise to make them come true, but I’ll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart if your dreams happen to fall through." And then u left me at night. I really want to be your friend. Pls come back. |
